Tuesday, January 06, 2009

Just For Today . . .For Matthew Charles Arensman . . .1/6/09

Dear Holy Friends,
    I have cried some heavy tears this morning. My cousin Ruth, gave birth to their ninth child last night. They knew he would not survive. Matthew Charles Arensman had Trisomy 9. That is a chromosomal disorder in which the entire 9th chromosome appears three times rather twice in some cells of the body. In the weeks that have passed since Todd and Ruth received confirmation of the diagnosis, their witness to the sanctity of all human life and to God's ultimate perfection in purpose has been a blessing to all around them. When I grow up, I'd like to be like my younger cousin, Ruthie. Now, they must deal with mourning while the rest of the world goes on as normal.
 
This poem is for Todd and Ruth, and Zach,, Allison, Emily, Katie, Hannah, James, Jon, and Nathan.
 
 
For Matthew Charles Arensman
 
flower blooms through a crack in the cement
crocus peeks through the winter snow
rainbow colors a stormy sky
foxfire fungus at nighttime glows
butterflies exit gray cocoons
new buds from winter trees
wilted plants revive with water
sweet honey made by buzzing bees
a seed must die and be buried first
before it can grow tall
faith that is strong and huge
began from something so small
a baby is born and dies
so hard to understand
but for one instant in time
he held his Daddy's hand
somewhere in these moments
Little Matthew touched many hearts
one small life given its chance
God's mercy never departs
one day we'll meet again
this little boy that blessed our souls
for now He rests with Jesus
the Saver of our souls.
 
~Chandra Lynn Smith, 1/6/09~
 
My grandfather's name was  the same as Matthew's middle name, Charles. Somehow, I believe Granny and Granddaddy walked hand in hand to meet little Matthew and welcome him home last night.
 



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